Happiness This Way

Ever see a video for babies and then feel terrible knowing that we will never have one yourself?

I'm in a class of Developmental Psychology, and much of what we do is study the development of babies. Sigh … I wish I was ugly: '(It's not just make you look bad, is that you know is limited a lot of happiness that many others get to experience.

I found out – after trying for several years – that I was not physically capable having children. Do I feel bad about it? "Bad" is a bit of an understatement. I had to deal with it, but: I still feel part of the same feelings when I see babies, and still makes me a little crazy when I hear a story about a baby who was abandoned in a dumpster.

6/19: Babies and Happiness in 5 years time.