Happiness This Way

How I can find happiness in my life again? please help !!!!!!!!!!?

Im 15, I'm in foster care. Me and my boyfriend the only time that Peron had or cared about me, our separate ways, long story, but changed a lot and as the problems and conditions of life in all Im just stop loving me I guess IDK. That killed me for a while, but here lately I've been smoking cigarettes like crazy, experimenting with pills, and sleeping all the time, I am angry, sad and withdrawn. Im doing little to relieve pain. I dont know what Im living for, do not know why I wake up Every morning, I have nothing and no one without friends to make I can not trust people have been hurt and betrayed by almost everyone, but never was give up. I trying to turn to God, but its hard, my head is a mess. So I'm wondering how do you get through the bad things? How to maintain a positive attitude? What makes you happy? Any words of inspiration? Anything to help me thank you all so much!

Beautiful, you need to know what their values ​​in life yu want him life, follow your dreams. and work towards this …. this is how u can have ur happiness in life, this is the best way to contentment

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