Happiness This Way

Is there such a thing as too unusual?

I am a bored teenager, who since 2003 believes that being around people is not important. My life and the days just seem to mush together. I really do not fit into a circle of friends. I'm a gamer, and I love the games. I also love anime and basically not to be bothered by anyone. I'm not a good people person. I can put on a happy face for the people, but I am very depressed and no amount of medicine can fix (never tested none). I'm just asking for an idea of what I do with my life. I dropped out of school last year and I seem to spend most of my time online or gaming. View people happy is good and all, but I get depressed because you can not share his happiness. I'm not totally suicidal, I think that suicide makes no sense. Anyway, I wonder what I do with my life ….. Thanks for listening …..

I am like you, in fact, the unusual and neither games.lol I think it is important socializing.Maybe I am a bit selfish, but for me, being with people requires much effort and much energy.So, after a day of being around people, I need a few days or a week good to recharge my baterries.Often times, I really feel that I really do not want to be around people, but only the case of my need is not met, i feel irritated and tense and easy to annoy and piss off.I guess i am an antisocial freak.But like people all in all that … just do not feel the need to be near them also much.Oh And I have some good friends, so it's not that I'm a total loner. You're right, just an introvert, a typical. You need motivation in your life.You I've lost your motivation.You obviously has no purpose, even the short term …. either.Find any plan that is very interested in a hobby, nothing (apart from games) lol and go for it, will develop s it.That "how I did. I to feel that too.And still do, some … But I re-discovered, some discovered Hobbies thought i was lost and only for it.Like, I've always liked Archaeology and History, Mythology, Geography, Geology and stuff …. I am now in school studying History and Archaeology and love it.Just go to what you like, interested and want to life.Life 's too short to finish doing what you do not want and do not love.Follow his heart, but use your brain with it, too. Excuse my mistakes, I am not a native English speaker.

Kim Wempe – Oh Heart (Live)